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I wrote this song when I was deeply depressed. My mind likes to over think and I couldn't shut it up. Not even to sleep. The only thing that would put me to sleep at this time in my life was alcohol, so I drank every night before bed until I passed out. I had so much built up anger I thought that's just who I was and everybody needed to accept it. But this entire ep is about self growth and overcoming so don't use the songs to feel upset, use the songs to feel stronger. (Steve)

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I haven't slept in days
And the bags under my eyes
Carry more than you could know
More than you could ever fucking know
There's a pain in my back
From the weight of the world
Resting on my shoulders
As im only growing older

Take me as I am, it's all I'll ever be
You're not changing anything your not changing me
Look me in the eyes watch the colors fade
Like frost on your front porch I will slowly dissipate

Take a shot to kill the pain
Over and over all over again
One bottle down
I know it's getting late
I'm numbing my mind removing the weight
Of trying to get by day by day
It's with all good intentions
I'm trying to find a way
To rest my eyes under heavy lids
But I'm still in bed laying wide awake


Take me as I am, it's all ill ever be
You're not changing anything your not changing me
Look me in the eyes watch the colors fade
Like frost on your front porch I will slowly dissipate

I'm drowning all alone
I'm drowning no Im not coming home
(So please don't save me)

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from (i think) things will get better, released July 23, 2015

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Pines Port Republic, New Jersey

We're an alternative emo band from South Jersey.

Steve Heckmann- Vox/Guitar
Joe Mcgarvey- Vox/Guitar
Pete Bariexca- Bass
DJ Passarelli- Drums

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