Relapse. Repeat.

from by Pines



When I was really young my mom got super sick, she had 'acoustic neuroma' and was always in the hospital, and I was so young that I didn't really know what was up. Later down the road she got sick again from complications of a back injury when I was older and I sorta saw the bigger picture and when she came home it wasn't easy for anyone, and I probably didn't help her case because I was just a dumb 12 year old, doing stupid stuff all the time. (Joe)


I watched you lay there silenced by pain
I saw you ache, underneath your weight
I stood near and watched you cry
I knew things, weren't right

I turned my back on you
I'm not the son you asked for
So I lied to you just to save face
And I loved you
But it's just not the same

I watched the drugs and pain tear you apart
I begged you stop tearing out your heart
and I loved you
But it's just not the same

And I called out to you


from (i think) things will get better, released July 23, 2015



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Pines Port Republic, New Jersey

We're an alternative emo band from South Jersey.

Steve Heckmann- Vox/Guitar
Joe Mcgarvey- Vox/Guitar
Pete Bariexca- Bass
DJ Passarelli- Drums

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